Asleep

It’s the inside of the clock rusting
As the buttons fall from eyes
I feel like I’m in a nightmare
Alive .

I heard you can’t find angles in hell
Yet I tried to find your hand amoungst the fire
Knowing I couldn’t reach you .

It’s so dark here
Unzip my smile
Outpour pockets full of letters
Lined with I love you forever

As you kiss someone else .
I’m hanging from the tree
You wrote our initials in

And I’m in disbelief .
A twisted picture of you
Never loving me .


Because you can’t find angels in hell
I tried to be your hero
Tried to be your one and only

And there isn’t much I can do
As I deflate
Here in memories

Nothing I can do
But sleep
You haunt me in my dreams
You never thought of me
Never loved me
Please don’t wake me