Oxygen

It’s a crowded room where I’m lost in suffocating alone amoungst a thousand hands 

No one to grasp 

No one looking for my fingers 

As I am falling in the dark 

Trembling and afraid 

There was no use they said 

As I scream so loud 

No one looks my way 

Invisible 

Not one watching . 

No ones watching . 

As we march the same way 

I used to think I mattered 

As the rain fell and eyes shuttered 

Maybe I lived in these memories alone 

And what did I know 

I’m here alone 

I’m whispering in the dark 

No one is watching 

No one here to grasp 

My hands . 

If I drowned 

Would they remember I lived 

As I fade into the back ground 

She is invisible 

Living in these memories alone 

In my head 

Maybe I’m dead 

Nothing I can do to be alive again 

As I put my hand on your chest 

I sit on the ground

As the crowd surrounds me still 

I’m screaming 

Not one hears me 

I fear I’m

All alone