Saturday, August 24, 2013




I am the refuge

Feel me

Heroine in your veins pulsing

Quick fantasy poker

Left for Jokers

Call Me Queen


Time evaporates like spoiled milk

Expiration date has been met


Let me explain

How you can’t escape

I am the god

Come out and play.


Tell me darling

Your wrist slit

Veins spilled


You can’t run from me

I know every lie

The devil tells me


Thought you were friends

Satan tries to taunt me


Shackled and bonded to hate

Abusing me

I'm coming



You can’t break free

I warned you


Sunday, August 18, 2013


Found some new material
Layin around in my pocket
Behind some lip gloss
Where my life is packed in that 10x7

you  smack me and smile

No lookin back-

I hide the tears behind yesterdays sunglasses….

It’s me and you kid
Alone again.

This pop star beauty

And no one’s looking back at me
Except this one page mirror glass
Broken in the back seat
As we drive in this get away car you wave good bye to me.

Have you got a clue?
I manage a smile
As I walk room to room
Of a broken home
I once new
I escape from the nursery we called our home

I fall to the floor
Where every tear echo’s
I gather myself together
And I leave the keys.


Packed my bags for the holiday
The winter is freezing my judgment
and the rain plays classical on purgatory standard

I breathe one more time
puffy red lips stained with yesterdays bad coffee
Adding some sugar
baking cakes...

The holocaust is over
I say its just the beginning of a rainy-day

I fold and meet her smile half way
a rainbow hiding in a black storm
simple and timeless

I'm traveling by train
no one will find me this time
I'm on my way

The crystal ball was clear
The ocean is empty
a result of laughter missing

Tell me
what does adding and subtracting equal out to be

Ill take my blanket this time
warm weather never fancied me anyway.

Sunday, August 11, 2013


I found you today
The hiding spectacle of broken glass
a shrouded rainbow gone black
save me grace take my hand instead
the page is long gone and im dead
the challenge is- they left me with the pistol
and - bought bullets instead
go ahead turn the other way!
they said I enjoyed it any way
Its crack cocaine
its crack cocaine
they said I was on drugs
I wasn't

I was on rape
But he saved me
and then

they took him away
There is no damage in shame
just shame in your blame
with your dressed up picture frames
I ran for help
I ran for help
there was only one to save me
and you took him away