It’s 10:10 pm I just got home from work I’m listening to a country song I hate country but it reminds me of my ex . It’s called Simple so I’ll put it on repeat while I type . I started a running regimen 7 days a week . I’m pretending I’m training for a marathon . It gets me out there and it’s helping my heart rate get lower . It makes me feel good too . Stronger in a way . Today I was told I was going to be put in the management program and I made a bonus for such high sales only 2 people in 8 years ever made it . I was so happy at first I hugged my manager and screamed praise Jesus ! He laughed and told me great job . My life is so blessed yet I’m laying in bed so sad . I miss you . My heart hurts and breaks every day . The senseless crime of you leaving me . Our love was so big and in my heart it still is .
My life God is blessing like Crazy . But I’m here crying . It sucks so bad . I was trying to think of harder times but I can’t think of anyone I cried for , for so long . There’s a hole in my chest .
I’m here alone with no one to tell my good news . I wish you were here to tell .
I’m on this journey alone . I drove home and prayed thanking God for my blessings
I have to get up early for the gym . Not sure what the end of my life will look like all I know is today
And now I’ll fall asleep listening to this song .
Goodnight
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