Identity

It’s 6:30 am . I just got out of the shower . I wish I could tell
You how much I’ve learned from my mentor . I’ve been a Christian my whole life and never had a true example of love . I didn’t know love or what my worth was . I had no idea I was walking with out real faith . I thought I was fine . Until my mentor spoke the truth of the Bible Gods word into my life things I never paid attention to . I began to learn and God began to show me . Loving yourself was loving myself because God loved me no matter what with his love and mercy . I don’t need to be perfect to have peace or joy . I was hurting and it was easy for anyone to make me angry or sad because my foundation was not on God it was on the world and the lies I believed .

I thought my relationship with God was good but it was the opposite . God says he gives us peace passes all understanding . How could I get this ? I had no clue . I had to stop focusing my pain on others and give it to god . I see people who take stuff to feel better about who they are or they get angry , they say there relationship great with god  . God says you know them by there fruit . What’s inside comes to the outside . So are you hurting ? Is there things you can’t let go of ? Trust me I had to do it , it took months of crying and healing . Praying . It’s hard . And forgiving . But no matter what you have to put old ways aside and have a soft heart . You won’t be angry or need anything to feel better . Your identity will be in God . Not in your pain . It’s easy to see it from the outside just like my mentor saw it in me . Find someone to pray for you . God is good . I’m ok because I know he is in control and thank god I no longer need to try to control anything ! God has eveything .