I’ve found I’ve been through much more than I can bear this year . I want to be strong not vulnerable . I’m scared never been so scared . I feel like I’m walking on a high rise on a windy day . All day all night . It never subsides . Depression seems to be alarming my daughter catches me off guard ask me if I’m ok .
I try to pray and read verses . Let God be in control . I’m usually good at this but not today or yesterday .
I can’t shake it . I can’t breathe .
I can’t escape it .