The Way

I wish I could tell the whole story in this one blog but that is what my book is for I’m writing this to share with everyone . Because , a few months ago I was drowning literally , in no way was I making it . I was not just going through a rough time if I wasn’t in the break room rushing this I might give more detail. But I was at a point in my life where I literally on my 40th birthday May 21 I had to pull my car over because I was crying so hard I threw up . My soul was broken . I cried out to God I told him I was sinking I was drowning in pain . I promise a minute later a song came on the radio called oceans by hillsong . It’s about letting go of it all and trusting God . I didn’t know how to let go because what was causing me pain I loved . How do we let go of something we love ? It could be a person an addiction , could be a painful past you can’t face . Letting go meant giving the pain to God and entrusting him to handle it not me . I had bondage and it was a huge burden of pain . How god how do I leave it in this boat ? He said leave it and walk on this water I won’t let you sink . Holy cow I cried through this every day . I also saw my mentor who prayed over me spoke truth in my life .

Slowly I began to see God do miracles in my life every day  . Big ones and impossible ones . I have to clock in for work but I learned how to have peace and joy through Storms . I learned how to let god guide me and let him fix the rest !

If you have pain do these things . Get prayer read the Bible it’s hard but it will change eveything !
I know God will fix it all and he is

Amen