Traveling Light

Now that I’m alone sitting at Barnes and Nobles , I’m just a girl and her pen 

I feel like it’s sad I’m 40. I’ve never had forever love . I thought I did but the other person didn’t feel it so what do you do with disappointment . Maybe I’m meant to travel the world alone . 

I can’t imagine my life any other way now . I’m 40 I had my future planned it fell through I’m broken and exhausted

What does a girl like me do ? Keep crushing goals ? Keep putting one foot in front of the other until I’m ok ? 

But when will it be ok ? Do I accept it adjust to it ? Adapt ? Finding joy with out your partner who you wanted to share your life with is a big adjustment 

But maybe I’ll find my footing on my own . 40 never really been loved 

Such a tragedy .