Trama

It’s crazy to me that I cried every day for 8 months over my love because I believed in us with all my heart and soul to find out in one evening he never cared or loved me my mind can’t process it
How did I get it so wrong ? Today I wake up a new day and try to erase this aweful person from
My memory . What he had done is so painful . I will try to walk upright and believe and hope in whatever future God has for me . I didn’t deserve this and I can’t make it better . They say your healed when you can tell your story with out crying . I’m not sure how to get to that point but I will move forward like a warrior . Maybe we get mountains to show others they can be moved . To help others . But right now no one has loved me at all it’s my job to love myself and heal
And to find joy in the path God guides me in . Here we go another chapter . Let’s get through this the year is almost over let’s make it count !