tonight

Things that made sense no longer make sense at all . I know God wants to heal my heart so I’m just letting him. There is so much pain inside I’m ready to heal but I know it’s so fragile for me. I feel alone . No one is who they say they are . People have agendas not for you just for themselves. I sit here nothing is going right I’m just looking up at God asking why . I trust no one now . Does everyone lie to gain whatever their need is? Can anyone truly love? Or love me? I’m thinking the answer is no

How Love Goes

The most profound statement I ever heard in my entire life has been : The love you give is the love you keep.

If you want to know why your marriage or relationship isn’t working then invest in your partner. Not for your sake but for theirs. I never knew what love was until I decided to invest in someone. It’s so simple . If the only love you kept was what you gave what would you give? Because what we take with us is what we invest in the other person . That’s why selfish people don’t care. So invest and your love will grow . That’s why love is unconditional.

The Cure

It’s the breaking away of time 

In fragments . 

I find myself in the corner . 

Wondering how love like butterfly’s 

Never returns home . 

It’s some kind of destorted window pane 

Shards of color that cuts the iris 

Until we can’t see clearly 

We are left alone wondering 

Why . 

You left with all the pieces of me 

I’m left with the price . 

Here’s the change he said 

And spit on me . 

You see I’m not much 

But I give 

So here is this heart and my puffy red lips 

He laughs and says what is a man to do with this ? 

Don’t worry he just can’t see you

She said . 

New beginnings

Yesterday was a rough day I lost a friend who I thought was a best friend , I lost someone who I thought was close to me . My car died but the luck never changes . I’m moving finally I’m
Hoping this is a blessing . Where is my life going ?