Morning Run

Going running before the gym listening to Dont Care by Galantis . I’m writing as I warm up
As my week progressed to be more like a bad movie that Vince Vaughn may star in I believe I’m not processing until last night I really lost it in my car . When you lose your dreams it’s haunting I’m 40
I’m not 24. I built my life around a person I thought we had it figured out . So what do you do when they don’t have the same dream ? I don’t have the answer . This week has been a little nuts . All I can do is push myself forward like I’ve been and just give it to God . When it hurts I say God take it and fix it . I do it 50 times a day but it’s all I can do . Walk in Gods power . God says in the Bible to
Cling on to what is good and get rid of the rest . Follow gods word let him guide me . Don’t lose your integrity or character . Forgive Me God for I am so angry and hurt . I pray I can one day forgive