For My Fire

I asked God to document it

All the times I was on my face on the floor 

Every tear that fell for you 

I asked God to take the pain 

And to write it down 

All the sleepless nights I waited 

For you to come home . 

I asked him to take the pain 

Because you didn’t care . 

With all the love I ever gave you 

You never loved at all . 

As I fought a war . 

You said to believe 

Believe in us 

As you were laying in someone else’s arms . 

I scream alone in my car now 

And I ask God to help me forget it . 

How I can lose my life 

And how he can forsake it . 

God can you document it 

As it gives me torment 

As I feel lost . 

Maybe this is a passing moment 

But I’m here now 

With empty arms 

And a hearts that’s broken .