As I drove to my morning prayer meeting I prayed for one thing , to leave with joy
I felt exhausted . I had no motivation for the gym or life in general. I knew I was moving into depression and this was an intermittent state I was fighting every day the only thing was saving me was every day prayer .
Pain was playing over and over in my mind like a tape I can’t escape . The person who placed the tapes in my life can’t fix it they needed there own healing , I knew it had to come from God . Even though I been working on my healing journey sorrow washes over me like a storm that won’t pass .
As I arrived at my mentors house I put on my smile I was actually glad to see her warm smile . After an hour of prayer she said God told her he wanted to replace my pain with joy ! God is good right .
I’ll copy and paste the verse God gave me below . I asked her why ? Why can’t it be ok today ? She said God will get me through this , I will learn so many things.
It’s Tuesday I’m laying in bed writing my audience out there . But in this I want to let all of you know that if you seek God he will not fail you. You have to give everything to him . Trust him , follow him and seek him .
Man I could write books on how satan has tried to kill and destroy my life .
I have no idea what will happen tomorrow or next year . I can tell you what my heart wishes . But I just have to trust in God’s will. Whatever is his will he will bring into my life . Trusting part is the hardest . But look how God answers prayers . If you don’t believe me try it yourself .
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