Without You .

They wouldn’t know it to look at me at all , all that I’m hiding inside . Behind my eyes and fading smile deep in the darkest parts of me there is you . 

Like a blanket under a warm tree empty and waiting for a home . 

Like a deep ocean of sorrow now that your gone . 

There’s always the tears waiting at the surface. But they don’t know it . Do you know it . It’s a battle I fight to win every day to get through sun rise and sunset with out you here . 

One step at a time I say . I try to lift at the gym to ease the pain or pray or think about you every night . But your there . Your every where and that’s ok because at least your still with me . In some way . 

But no one knows . I’m a walking dead man with out you . Hiding behind this fading smile .