One night we drove to the beach we wanted to go to blacks beach . It was late and dark but we were determined to find it . I put it in my navigation which led us to a cliff that over looked the darkness of a world we couldn’t see . Yeah it was down there but it was to dark to get to , so we headed home.
It was nice going home to his place it meant watching one of our Netflix series and cuddling under tons of blankets after we made the room really cold . Or listening to old punk music and talking all night . What ever it was we found a home with in each other . Even when we fought we couldn’t be apart more than a day . It was mad love . I remember one time we got into a fight and I canceled our evening plans , he called me over and over until I agreed to work the argument out . This is why I loved him
One time we got into a fight for 4 days and it seemed like an eternity of way to long we were apart . Now tomorrow I turn 40. He is not here to write new list for this year . 2018 started out with some tragic losses . And it does not mean that I can’t finish my goals this year . Every year on my birthday I write about the coming year . So I can reflect each year from where I was at to where I went .
I hope this year is the best year ever . I have a simple list I pray every night I just pray for those things to come to pass soon . I learned in my sorrow to give things to God and this is hard to when your hurting . But only god can fix the broken things .
I pray this year brings healing and new opportunity with my great new job . I pray my muscles get bigger including my booty . I’m thank ful for my friends they give love and support .
Maybe on my 41st birthday we can write a new list . I pray these things come to pass but for now I’ll meet tomorrow alone with courage and bravery to a new year . Saying good bye to my 30’s .
Happy Birthday to me .
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