These past few weeks have been extremely stressful . So stressful I hide in work to try to feel better . But tonight my chest pains hurt more then ever and they are on the right side of my back below my shoulder blade .
Worst I’ve ever felt . As I’m laying here in pain contemplating the hospital I took 2 aspirin . I figure if I die I die .
Lately God has shown me he is taking the wheel of my life . So I shouldn’t worry about these stressful things in my life . But sometimes things are hard and it comes through to our bodies like our hearts .
I’m laying in bed I’m tired . I have to be up early in the morning . I have a lot on my mind . My chest is in so much pain
I’m going to try to pray for a while . Pray things turn out ok . Ok today and for tomorrow . I’ve had gains and great losses lately . I just need a break .
And a break I will not get . If I could just get an extra thousand dollars catch up on my bills or no the answers of what’s really in some peoples hearts . But I didn’t win the lottery and I’m no mind reader . So I pray I survive tonight . To fight hard . To be free of burdens . God bless me and my family
Good night .
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