Aces

I'm playing poker 

Misplaced the ace 

Royal flush 

I could say how I lost my words 

They sit here bare boned 

Left to dry 

Hide my eyes 

I could say fuck you for your letter 

You felt you had to write 

No meaning in your good bye 

Transparent in my chair 

Left unhanded and cuffed to the unseen 

Waiting 

Do you remember 

Me 

I believe 

There are lines I can't write 

That I know belong in you 

And 

Me 

So fuck all this bull shit 

I throw the deck 

I search for you 

Unplugged 

And missing 

I find you here in me 

Slowly disappearing 

I'm waiting for the real answer 

In all these pages 

Yet nothing is coming to me