Taking A Break

The big break . 

Right now I’m not in a good place . My life is in a good place but mentally I’m not . I’m learning to give things to God but also I’m realizing this isn’t helping with my pain or answers I don’t have . 

I know I need to find joy in God because he is in control . This is the part I need to work on . Even though people go with no answers and we’re left confused and hurting , I have to trust in God’s plan . I’m not doing very good at this I’m still crying every day . 

Maybe when you love someone that’s normal . It’s normal just to simply love 

Either way I’m taking a break from writing and social media for a while . 

To try to find my way out of this dark grieving hole . Find any light .