The List

I can’t shake the pain I’m in . I pray I read but no matter what it’s there . I try to read bible verses . So I tried to make a list of things that make me happy . I’m not sure if this will help at all but maybe thinking of happy things could help . What helps you when you are dying inside ? 

Here’s my list of happy things 

1. God 

2. Ocean 

3. Loving friends

4. Kids 

5. Bookstores 

6. Sea port village 

7. Hugs 

8. Reading 

9. Music 

10. My salvation 

11. Health 

12. The fact I feel pain I’m not numb