It’s weird you know how we all try to be so perfect yet we are linked together in special friendships due to imperfections . We are human . It’s ok. I’ve found myself in the deepest pain I could ever imagine . Giving everything to someone then they betray you like you meant nothing at all . Like everything you ever did was for nothing I feel sick inside . You know the movie collateral beauty that movie makes sense through this event I’ve connected with people on deep levels and have new found friends who are there for me . Thank you for that . To try to be perfect for an abusuve individual and then have them toss you aside is heartless . It’s not the abuse or the person right it’s the fact you hold up hope to there false promises , for them to not care in the end is devastating . It’s like investing a million dollars and losing it all .
I love the fabric of life and how when I don’t want to go on living my connections through loved ones have become the veins that pump blood into a broken heart . I also thank God for saving me from this situation . I want to be brave in my present brokenness and say you are beautiful imperfect . And don’t settle for anyone who abuses you . It’s just broken my heart to dust
I promise I’m telling the truth . They don’t deserve you .
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