Glitter falls in some fashion of funeral rain
I begin to laugh like I'm insane
Reality sets in ,
Of all that is and I scratch it with a needle and heroine switches up that conversation we had to sometime last May when you thought I was something ,
I can't take away your numbness
It's something you have to wake up from.
You can't use me for your excuses
Your judgement is clouded , my shot has one blood IV injection straight to the heart
Your dilated eyes see my intention
I'm guessing your not coming home tonight
There's only so many bruises I can take
I just wanted your bed to lie in
A place to call home
You wouldn't believe it if I painted it on your walls
Would you ?
It's you who should be doing the convincing .
I'm not the martyr .
I gave it my all .
I wear your name on my heart framed lense
You let me go like a watches hand
Turning with out forgiveness
You walk past .
I wear my dress for you
Do you notice ?
But you walk on by
Shaking hands with fear and pride
Like everything's all right
And then you leave with out even saying