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I trail beyond the surface 

Glitter falls in some fashion of funeral rain 

I begin to laugh like I'm insane 

Reality sets in , 

Of all that is and I scratch it with a needle and heroine switches up that conversation we had to sometime last May when you thought I was something , 

I can't take away your numbness 

It's something you have to wake up from. 

You can't use me for your excuses 

Your judgement is clouded , my shot has one blood IV injection straight to the heart 

Your dilated eyes see my intention 

Your running 

I'm guessing your not coming home tonight 

There's only so many bruises I can take 

I just wanted your bed to lie in 

A place to call home 

You wouldn't believe it if I painted it on your walls 

Would you ? 

It's you who should be doing the convincing . 

I'm not the martyr . 

I gave it my all . 

I wear your name on my heart framed lense 

You let me go like a watches hand 

Turning with out forgiveness 

You walk past . 

I wear my dress for you 

Do you notice ? 

But you walk on by 

Shaking hands with fear and pride 

Like everything's all right 

And then you leave with out even saying 

Good night