Never Resting

" In this world there's real and make believe , this seems real to me " - 3 Doors Down -

I can't see the other face of the world 

Standing in someone else's life 

Like rusted nails we're  breaking down 

The whisky runs dry - 

I see it written on the wall 

A Braille only you can feel - 

I push in the chair 

Leave 

You have no good bye 

Lost somewhere amongst the crowds 

Is she a face you see past the doubts 

As you run 

She waits alone in the bar - 

There's nothing I can do 

Nothing I can say to make you 

Understand 

She walks slowly to the door 

Do you remember what was left behind 

And I - 

Fall to my knees , 

Like a rusted dream it falls apart 

Braille on the wall 

I'm writing this letter to you 

I know you hear me 

Whisky runs dry 

No good bye 

Don't tell me 

I'm not 

A face in the crowd 

As she leaves the bar 

Letter to You

I'm pressing forward 

But I can't move my heart 

I can't go on with out you - 

And I'm moving 

I'm happy - 

But I'm lost - 

It may sound crazy 

Me writing a letter 

About loving someone so much 

But I'm laying in bed dreaming about you -

Now that I'm alone in my bed 

With a broken heart 

Tell me how does one go on 

Knowing I love you so much . This isn't a poem you see . It's just me and these words laying here in the dark. 

As the tears fall down my face 

11:11 reads on the clock - 

All I wanted to know is if you ever felt 

The same . Do you miss me when I miss you ? You may never see this letter 

Or know - how hard it is to go on with out you 

Are you here ?

Sometimes you wonder when someone lets you go , if it's so hard for me is it hard for them at all ? I can hardly stand it.  Checking my inbox and nothing . You want them to change there mind . I can't chase it anymore . If he loved me at all he would come back - I can't wait either - but in a way i do , in a way I always will -