Saturday, April 23, 2011

For My son- The Passing

The black hood draws shut at the foot of the room
I close the door
I cant reach you
Im sorry they hurt you.

If you could see
I live for you
I protected you
And Im sorry.
If I could take it all back I would
I would take every suitcase you had
And burn them away.

Every ounce of pain.
SO many hurt us
and walked away.
It wasnt to our measure of worth son


It was their own.



I see you
your earphones are on.
If I could I would rip out my heart and give you my own.
So you would know you are not alone.

If you can please forgive me.
I should have protected us better.
should have never traded beauty for a storm.

Im praying for us while you sleep,
God will get us through the rain.
Just know how much I love you.
And I never meant for you to have so much pain.

3 comments:

  1. ugh, this is heavy. another one that reminds me of the kids i work with...if i could rip out my heart i would give it to you...great feeling line...nicely spun

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  2. oh amy - this brought tears to my eyes...my son had his 19th birthday yesterday and we had such hard times with him for some years...now it's getting better slowly but i've made so many mistakes and i really hear you in your heartfelt words...breaks my heart - i'm sure he knows you love him..somehow they always know

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