It’s Thursday night, as I listen to Taylor Swifts new song Exile it fits me and I put it on repeat as I struggle to write this blog. I watched the movie I think it’s called I can only imagine. Forgive my mistakes and errors tonight in punctuations and such. Any way this movie gave me hope my ex would find Jesus and be healed and come back all better just like the movie. I thought if I prayed every moment had faith , it would happen.
I been single for over a year and he never came back. I’m writing this blog about Gods plan. It’s much bigger than my ex. In his passing( not in death ) but my life. I learned that God has a plan , even though I was clutching my very own plan for dear life I realized I was not God( obviously ) I’m no healer. So here we are learning. Learning is more then faith in our own plans it’s having faith in Gods plan. Super scary.
This means new job maybe or new whatever it is for you it could just mean healing and that’s what it meant for me.
Also trusting my Lord with my life and most importantly my heart. Now my prayers are different. They go something like please just show me the way.
I still pray for my ex every day for him to find Jesus but I also pray for Gods will. In this I’ve been healed from so much pain.
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