Why did he walk away ? Why is there a cyst in my brain ? Why has this year been hard ? I pride myself on having all the answers , you know . I'm pretty smart when it comes to people , but today I have no answers .
I'm climbing steps that are exhausting only to find myself on top of a ladder .
I know I just need to pray and have faith .
It's not a mid life crisis you see , it's just my life , I don't take it to seriously but then again , benchmarks do ,
Where do we go from here as tears stream down my face , writing to an audience wondering if you have ever felt the same . I know I'm not where I'm supposed to be , but I also know I've come so far , I'll get there some day