I thought I had it planned out . In my head the man I wanted to marry . I saw him there dancing with me in the cool air of the mountains , him in old time brown suspenders , dancing with me under the stars . I even can imagine him. He is an old soul a punk rock guy , tattoos and - loves me . I’ve never had a wedding or even been proposed too . I have a picture in my mind that I thought it would be my old boyfriend Jon.
He was perfect I thought , for me any way . He was sort of an old romantic , but what made that special was he definitely was a man’s man . I still love Jon . But the years have brought me now much older and alone .
Alone now 7 years . I can’t imagine online dating. How do I find something like that through a computer screen.
You see I’m an old skool punk rock loving girl .
All I want is to be loved before I die. I just wait on God
I’m fine being alone. I’ve been alone so long .
But boy would I love to find this and dance under those stars .
