Tuesday, November 21, 2023

Maps

 Have you ever had directions for gps and when your driving the path is laid out before you. You are not certain what will happen along the way , but you can see the road. That’s been life. I been working and focusing on God and my daughter for the most part of this decade


Making it my entire purpose to be as close to Jesus as I possibly can. I haven’t really wanted anything else. 


All I could see was Jesus. The most past few months God has been saying I’m bringing you a husband. I have this vision of when you come to a destination or close it’s a circle of the area where you should be it’s so close. 


God literally said it’s like hearing footsteps coming down a hallway. So he opened my heart and I began to get excited . 


Who God , when ? I have people that I feel are my soul mates a strong connection for years . I would pray is it this person ? 


God is telling me to wait on him. I do know that the person will love God as much as I do. Sometimes we can love someone very much but maybe that person is saying I’m not your person . That has been really hard , sometimes I just break down and cry alone in my room 


As strong as I am every day, putting on a smiling face it’s not easy . It’s heartache. But I have faith . 


I’m here waiting 

Saturday, November 11, 2023

For what it’s worth

 I’m in a waiting season . Not a long one I know but waiting. God has taught me to put him first. 


When your looking up at Jesus things are so much clearer. 

You might wonder why I’m writing about this it’s because I know there are many people in my circumstance ready to give up. 

I am waiting for the person who loves God as much as I do 

I am waiting for the person who loves me with every fiber of his being and can pray with me . 


I’m 45. God is saying don’t give up . I haven’t dated anyone. I’m only going to date with a purpose. I’m ready. 


Can you believe I’ve dated 1 person in 6 years.  


I know God is doing a work in my life. I don’t need to go out and hook up with men, or seek validation. 


I know I just need to wait on Jesus . 


Amen