Sunday, September 12, 2021

Painted Face

 Every day I go to work, get dressed up and pretend it’s all ok. On my days off I am tired and sad . You probably wouldn’t recognize me 

Sweat pants , no make up . Even though I know in my heart my mom will pull through it’s hard right . I’m alone. 

Today I called her phone and left a message since I can’t talk to her . I know she can’t get my message but I felt better . I love this job I make great money but lately it’s been slow 

My life has uncertainties and that’s hard . I put my best face on go to work and forget . 


Everything seems to be moving in slow motion 

How did we get here ? Things were going well 

Trust in God I say 

Trust in God