Well Wishes

What I thought would happen is that God would create a miraculous healing and I would be getting married in Yosemite and my life would be great . As I come back to reality I’ve been alone and single forever since you left and now I’m married to God. I’ve learned to wait on him. What are Gods plans? I’ve decided to live every day to the fullest whatever it was God gave me that day. Whether it’s demanding respect from people or just loving my daughter I decided to show up in life. I’m not sure at 42 where I’m going . I wish I had a house a husband but I’m here. Me and Raigan she is my life . Maybe God will bless me with Yosemite someday but for now he’s blessed me with a beautiful daughter to go on adventures with and pray with and give my whole heart too . 

 

Minuscule

Minuscule 

It’s a leaky pen 

Right . 

In your pocket . 

The white one in the closet . 

That’s the moment 

That keeps bleeding as you search 

The sky line and our eyes never quite meet 

I know you sit on roof tops 

I’m glad your alive 

But it’s like leaving a window open 

Feeling the wind on my face 

Never let go 

Never think I can 

I can be the latter 

And meet you half there 

With all these questions hanging in the air 

But I know there’s nothing I can do 

I know I can no longer reach you 

As I trace your name on my ribs 

I won’t regret loving you 

I wouldn’t of known love with out you . 

I can’t even say it with out crying 

I can’t think of it with out dying . 

You were my compass 

I’m now lost . 

But I would’ve rather had a part of you 

Then nothing at all . - Amy Everett

Black Bath

Black Bath 

Im a tale tell sign of things to come 

As I throw the dice somethings come up 

But never quite happening 

My world is ever black and white . 

Are you the ghost 

Or the puzzle . As I kiss your scars and all the mistakes I made , if you shot me you would see I was the gun all along . 

Why can’t they see 

I am everything with out you 

And I’m everything I don’t pretend to be 

It’s just one wish in the acid rain 

As it eats me away 

Do you see me here ? 

Do you hear me . 

I didn’t think so 

Every night I go to bed alone . 

- Amy Everett