Thursday, April 28, 2016

What's The Wall

Fall from heaven 
Ashes turn to wings 
Bridges burning in back grounds 
Just to realize pictures never meant a thing 
One brush with the best intentions 
Left me breathing 
As the door closes 
I open the window 
Climbing head first into the sunrise 

From the best night of my life 
I can't apologize he said 
I raise my hands 

I wake up to another tomorrow 
Tell me the secret as I fly 
Will you fall with me 
As ashes turn to wings 
One more memory painted in graffiti 
Burning buildings 

The news comes 
Love is like a bag of marbles 
Falling fast 
Tell me 
If you close the door 
I'll open the windows 
Climbing 
Head first to the sun rise 

Monday, April 25, 2016

Circles

I collect your pictures 
As they fall to the floor 
Like black eyes drawn to sky 
Wondering about the last night 

There's a huge answer 
With question 
How do I go on - 

There's a building 
Tearing it down 
There's a light 
In the tunnel I chase you in 
Shadows left behind 
Sit with me in the moment 
Meet me here in the memory 
When everything was perfect 
No care - 

Now there's no answer 
Tell me how 
With the whisper of good byes 
Left on parchment paper 
Hoping this pen will run out 

But love it never dies 
It lives on 
Ever searching for your light 
Finding shadows instead 

Sunday, April 24, 2016

Possibility

Impossibility the moon whispers 
For even the star can't live away from 
Her sun 

Impossible the way 
She runs . 
I press up against a glass wall 
If I could scream aloud 
Fogg up your sky 
Re trace your memory 
Back 
To my kiss 
I would try harder not to ever lose you - 
Bubble gum kiss on your lips 
How does it 
Impossibility 

A boat float 
With out her ocean 
And I guess she just will 

Friday, April 22, 2016

Post War

Collect the stars in rusted necklace 
That's alright 
Carry you around my neck 
That's alright 
Dust the memory off broken dreams 
That's alright 
Find you in the eyes of songs 
That's alright 
Wait for you to come home 
That's alright 
Try to forget you 
That's alright 
Remembering  you 
That's alright too 

Sunday, April 17, 2016

Lions

Years erode into paths 
A wrinkled soul hides well to beautiful smile 
Shake my hand years of scars 
Hidden wisdom 
Leaning on bookshelves in the dark 

Travel in silence 
Hear the crowds 
Love absent 
Full of faith 

Miles part 
The only difference now 
Is the ones who chose to hold my hands 
Follow through or fall away - 

There for the memory 
To take my breath away 
Lean on my library 
Open my page 

Courage and faith 

Thursday, April 14, 2016

Questionable

Stained memory 
Filtered high , breathing you in
Holding it in tight 
Black widow flight 
Dangling for the devil 
Grinning from my chin 

Tell me why your hell feels like heaven 
I have this glass of whiskey 
You say I'm not fine wine 
Your right - 

I'll tell you darling 
If you come closer 
You will find 
I'm the poison in your veins 
Runs long past tonight 
A heroin you can't fight 

So I whisper in your ear 
When your alone at night 
Tornequete 

Saturday, April 9, 2016

Resolve

There's the great unknown 
I hold the finish line 
The race we run unjust I know 

Tell me what it takes to bring you home 
Miles of broken road 
Bending dreams conform 
And I am ready to give up 
To give in 

I look in the window
See your reflection 
I tell myself one more day 
I tell myself no more 
Then I'm reminded 
Your my guardian angel 

And I know this road you travel 
I don't know the words to write 
To bring you back 
But I tell myself to give up 
As I sit in the window and stare 

Just one more day 
One more day 
She says 


Thursday, April 7, 2016

Home

Pray for tomorrow but for today , all I want is to be home . Stand in the mirror you look the same just looking for shelter cold and the pain someone to cover safe from the rain , all I want is to be home . 
- foo fighters 


Fear of my heart absence of faith . 
Empty glass 
Eyes full of grace 
I can't change tonight 
But I can promise you will be safe 

There's an open road 
Bent miles of pain 
Stolen from the wreckage 
I know loss I know gains 

Let me fill your glass 
I'll be your whisky tonight 
Best intention you've had all your life 

Wednesday, April 6, 2016

Rabbit Holes

Lipstick stained pillows 
Hold steady conversations 
Between broken walls and rusted hearts 
No resolution 
Searching dark iris 
In comfortable position 
I get lost in you 
But only for a moment 

If I stay to long 
I fear I won't escape the beauty 
And the beast of you 

So I'll sleep in your shadow tonight 
And rest in your tomorrow 

Lipstick smeared kiss 
Cotton panties 
Spilled on the floor 
Hand cuff caress
Begging 
For another 
Night 
To rest 
In you 

Wednesday, March 30, 2016

Chaos

Can ghost's be Heros 
Up piano keys her thoughts run
Like his eyes did inside her 
 
She holds on now to the edges 
Where he left her 
As he watches 
Will he save her 
In time 

Tuesday, March 29, 2016

The Way Home

Show me the way back 
Where broken windows 
Become stained glasses 
 
Where shot glass whiskey memories 
Become the future 
And a kiss good bye 
Becomes hello again 

Sunday, March 27, 2016

Against The Light

With the last sail lifted high I'm ready now - yellow card 

The hand rest alone 
Heart paces in a cage 
There's a wolf at the door 
He paces - 

I roll the dice 
And contemplate 
Envite him in 
He can't stay 

I can't breathe 
I'm the wolf too 
I'm lost 
In losing you 
With one hand 
Heart paces 
Missing 
In its cage 
The violins play 
Nothing 
Nothing's the same with out you 

Wednesday, March 23, 2016

Rogue

I can't feel with out you 
Inside 
Me 
I can't live with out your 
Heart beating 
Feel the way the tide breaks 
Us apart - 
Like a funeral 
Like the way our eyes met 
The way the sun set 
I held your hand 
Fingers printed 
Like sand never parting 
One - 

As we sift through this hour glass 
Nothing hurts like this 
Separated 
How can you part 
One . 

Tuesday, March 22, 2016

Red Baron

The trouble is counterfeit 
It's all the same 
Left and right 
Counted and found wanting 

Like stale conversation 
Boring plane rides 
I see your Braille 
When you think your hiding well - 

Then there was you 
Soaring higher 
Behind the mask 
It was you all along 
I was never 
Never invisable 
You were a hero

Now I'm left with empty pages 
Waiting for someone to read my story again 
Turning these pages 
The music plays 
Can you hear her 
Tell me can you hear her 

Tuesday, March 1, 2016

Passed (1)

Climbing through my window pane 
The sky is dark with memory 
Fleeting into the wings of crows 
Scattered like black marbles 
No direction 
No which way to go - 

We painted a sign 
They couldn't read it could they 

I'm here calming the storm 
But the crowd is getting heavy 
As my eyes 
Waiting for something that has left 

What can she do 
Stethoscope engraved on your sleeves 

A sign only I can read 
A song only you could hear . 

But there's nothing 

Tuesday, February 23, 2016

Wreckage

Feel my heart stop I lift my eyes 
I can't choose when to love 
Or who I am a part of - yellow card 



Deserted dreams 
Are like a dead army 
At war . 

Marching with empty guns 
There's a place I hide 
A grave where I still find us there 

Much alive 

I'm fighting at the edge of a storm 
Nothing is left but my heart 
With weapons down 

I'm screaming 
Can you hear me ? 
I'll fight here in this place 

Hearts cut into pieces 
I blow there ashes 
Falling sand through 
Your broken fingers 

There's a place I hide 
A grave where I still find us their 
Much alive 

I'm here in the rain 
Calling out 
Can you hear me ? 

Saturday, February 20, 2016

Acquisition

The quiet things that no one ever knows - The Brand New 

I started a revolution 
In your eyes , I traveled through the room 
In your arms I fell to my death 

I'm the spine holding the broken back 
I'm the Vengence 
Tearing away your clothes 

There's a whisper in the audience 
Can you hear my name 

I'm the rain
I'm your heart
Feel me beating 


Monday, February 15, 2016

Shakespeare

Locks and a safe hanging behind
 favorite paintings
Over fireplaces where I sit and contemplate
Everything we can't remember
And the one thing we can .

I'll sit in your chair you see
Smoke your cigar
There is nothing like me
I'll get in your safe
Beyond the maze
With out you recognizing my face

But you will never mind I'm there
Your paintings a cold museum
Perfect ,

I'm a perfect mess .

I read your Braille the moment
We shook hands .

Now you walk the halls of my museum

I ask you

Do you need a cigarette

Wednesday, February 10, 2016

Possibility

There's a terrible sadness in the air
Pick me up in your shelter
You told me it's cold inside

But I'm out here in the rain -

There's a fire
I course through your veins

Let her break your sky

The Stars cry
Save me like you did yesterday
Save me like I saved you

You say it's cold outside
But I'm out in the rain

Hear the wolves
Coming closer ?

I know you remember me
I have a fire
It runs through your veins

Saturday, February 6, 2016

Goal Post

I reposted from my Agent Orange blog . I want to redirect some of my poetry traffic to my other blog
It's meant to inspire and help reach goals .

Please go to my blog profile and you will find agent orange blog . Thank you .

Foo fighters - ever long is a great song , My friend Phil got me listening to it now it's my turn to get you to listen to it . And as it streams through my head phones I will write today's blog -

I started this blog a year and half ago . I wanted it to encourage others in hope and in love . Sometimes I read back and I encourage myself on the days I forget how strong I am . 

The one thing I always say to any one is keep your integrity and be you . When friends ask for advice I tell them the same. Sometimes in life we get hurt or others will hurt us . But as long as you can look in the mirror and say I have integrity and I'm being true to myself your doing ok . 

Secondly focus on the goals at hand . I have set goals I write them down and crush them . Maybe there are a few I got close that's ok too . You keep pushing keep making new goals . 

Sometimes the higher you get the more heat you get . People don't like to see others accomplishing anything . It doesn't matter how nice you are , or who you are , you can't please the masses . 

Keep your focus on the finish line . You can't win watching the side lines . 

Thirdly - to your friends and enemies give love . This is called character . I mean your going to win right ? All that matters is who's at the end cheering you on . 

It's rough I know . Don't lose your joy , sometimes I do , but I'm reminded God is there , friends are there , and look to some of the great people on your journey 

Never give up !! Follow the rules 

-agent orange